The Unfolding


Now putting all the pieces together I understand that this Journey has been and still is an unfolding.

A calling.

I derailed, doubted, stalled.

Always brought back to this similar place in a different way.

I’ve been highly sensitive for as long as I can remember, meaning I perceive and receive information from energy. I didn’t trust the messages, I didn’t trust myself. I was only aware of feeling + thinking differently, so I learned the art of blending, later in life the art of numbing. There was shame behind feeling and being different.

From my early teens I had what some would call paranormal experiences, lucid dreaming. I receive a lot of information and have a lot of experiences through dreams. I am still in the process of learning more and delving deeper into it.

I was drawn to the unknown, an appetite for truth + spirituality. From that time I disconnected from the beliefs I was raised with because something was missing, I knew there was more. My curiosity started early on, but I was doubtful of my abilities and lacked the guidance I craved.I guess I wasn’t ready.

I went on adventures seeking, different theories, beliefs, a variety of mysticism and what I found is that at the core they all had similar messages rooted in love, alchemy, and our ability to co-create in this realm. I don’t have one belief system but a blend of many. In anything I do I look for the cross cultural links that connect it all, because it is all one message. As we are one energetic organism.

The cosmic joke is in the division of self, thinking we are separate, the division tactics that disguise themselves well in this game of life we chose to play. The illusion that create division, mistrust and doubt.

All to have us remember.

It wasn’t until later in life that the messages became clearer, the guides appeared. Many divine synchronicities led me here. Then my ancestral ties to healing work were revealed as my father, aunt and grandfather all heal, it’s in our blood they say.

Okay, I made that sound easy but I was blind to the answers right in front of me for years, perhaps it was because it wasn’t the time.

I was metaphysically dragged until I understood my purpose here. Looking back I see it all clearly.

I am still doing the inner work, still developing and learning. This is layers and layers of healing not only form myself but for all the ancestors that came before me. Breaking cycles, creating new energetic pathways. Divinely guided as spirit dictates, I am in service to her. Acknowledging the shadows, working towards illumination with the light.

These abilities are not mine to claim, they are inherited, living in my DNA from the ancestors before me. I am the channel of this force as it lives through me.